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  1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?

        7 years apparently! Not too actively though heeheeee

  1. What does your username mean?

        It's the name of a character I created pretty much 7 years ago!

  1. Describe yourself in three words.

        Indecisive, Introverted...SOMETHING ELSE I DON'T KNOW I'M SORRY...Canadian? lol

  1. Are you left or right handed?


  1. What was your first deviation?

        Oh man, so long ago! To think Naruto FINALLY ENDED THIS YEAR

         Team 7 Sketch by Sutefu-Kasaichi

  1. What is your favourite type of art to create?
        I like to do traditional drawing because I find lining in photoshop impossible for me but I like to colour in PS.
  1. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?

        Being able to draw comics. I just want a unique style of drawing where I can quickly whip up some characters! IS THAT ASKING FOR TOO MUCH??!

  1. What was your first favourite?

        Ahaha also Naruto!
3 Rivals For Naruto's Heart by AtlantisForester

  1. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?

        I usually favourite content over quality

  1. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?

        Pft can't pick an all time favourite but I quite enjoy these people's art: :iconnaida4::iconruedefaux::iconsnowwire::iconomgwtfsteph: .
I also am blown away by: :iconbloodlinev::iconjwiesner::iconkalambo::iconjackthevulture: 's styles

  1. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?


  1. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?

        Anyone who has been a part of my DA life has impacted who I am, whether it was that we talked in the past or we're good friends now I'll never forget anyone I've come across on here

  1. What are your preferred tools to create art?

    1. Pencillll, PS for colouring. But clearly I don't do enough art so can I really say xD
  2. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?

        Inside my head lol it's whether it makes it onto paper or not that's the question

  1. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?

        When I discovered someone was someone and she didn't know I knew, you know who you are ;D



  • Watching: Agents of Shield
So I stumbled across this epic comic done by :iconjwiesner: called Luminahi and it's soooooooooooooOOOOooo good!!! I highly suggest you check it out!!
You can find all of the pages here:…
and if the comic strikes your fancy as it does mine and YOU JUST WANT MORE OF IT then you can also support his patreon and you can check out that info on the same page as the link above! ^o^

  • Watching: Agents of Shield

Long Meme

Thu Feb 26, 2015, 8:00 AM

Stole this from :iconruedefaux: so I could move the other journal, 'cause I'm not in China anymore :c -sadface-
so have a lengthy meme!

Spell your name without vowels:

Whats your favourite number?:
2! or 24 : D

What colour do you wear most?: 
I think purple...'cause yesterday everything I wore had at least a little bit of purple in it and i didn't do it intentionally!

Least favourite colour?:

probably yellow and pink

Favourite sweets?:


What do you smoke?:

nothing : D

Are you happy with your life right now?:

a LOT happier now than previously : )

Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?:

I have had people compare me to Asian ones, but personally I don't think I looked like the celebrities hahaha RACISTS

What is your favourite class in school?:

This semester hmm, probably “crim goes to the movies” 'cause we get to watch movies like Taxi Driver and Silence of the Lambs in class : D

Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?:

ew hollister. Don't know what DC is. Bluenotes kind of but not so much anymore

How do you make money?:


Who is your best friend?:


You honourably mentioned me Kayla so I'll honourably mention you as well ;D


Are you outgoing?:

noooooooooot really...but I found in recent years I've gotten better in public situations haha, but definitely more of an introvert!

One word to describe you?:


Favourite pair of shoes?:

I had to leave my favourite pair of shoes in China 'cause I desttroyed them lol, so I don't know...

Do you own big sunglasses?:


Where do you wish you were right now?:

China :c

What should you be doing right now?:

getting ready for the day...hehe


Honestly, what's on your mind right now?:

Chinaaaa, all the memories of my exchange and I miss my friendsssss

Honestly, what are you doing right now?:

laying in bed, watching Agents of Shield, doing this

Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?:

Nope, but I used to watch the Family channel when I was younger!

Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?:

prooobably my Mom!

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?:

nawh, wasted energy being jealous, just appreciate what you have!

Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?:

hmm, lots of things hahaha. More specifically, hmmm...when drivers don't use their signal lights really grinds my gears hahaha, when people interrupt me, umm, I don't know, tend not to dwell on it!

Honestly, do you bite your nails?:

no I never have!

Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?:

MY CAT! And Sula! And my friends from my exchaaaange

Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?:

It's why my hair's so big, it's full of SECRETS. But really, I don't think so?


Can you blow a bubble?:

it's a sad bubble but yeah!

Can you dance?:

LOL no.

Can you do a cart wheel?:

sadly no :c

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?:


Can you whistle?:

no and it makes me sad lol

Can you wiggle your ears?:

don't think so

Can you wiggle your nose?:


Can you roll your tongue?:


Can you make a clover with your tongue?:

I think so


What do you do when you're mad?:

If a piano is available it really helps me blow off steam to play piano! When that's not available, venting to my friends is good! Or writing angry poetry

What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?:

haha well when I was younger I did physically injure people...but I like to think that I've grown out of that now haha.

Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?:



Ever really cried your heart out?:

oh yeah!

Ever cried yourself to sleep?:

yep yep!

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?:

I didn't used to ever cry in front of people until my last bf caused me the pain he did, my roommates' were great last year for being shoulders!

Ever cried over the opposite sex?:

yes, but more than just for relationship problems!

Ever cried over the same sex?:


Do you cry when you get an injury?:

not usually, I might start tearing involuntarily, but usually I just laugh it off haha

Do certain songs make you cry?:

yes, they've been there for me in hard times!

Do certain movies make you cry?:

some tear me up when I'm in an emotional mood and really invested in the movie, but usually not!


Are you usually a happy person?:

becoming more of one every year!

What makes you the happiest?:

music <3

Does being with your friends make you happy?:

certain friends lol

Do you believe in yourself?:

most days no, but then I metaphorically slap myself in the face, remind myself of what I've done, what I've overcome, WHO I'VE BECOME and get over it! For as long as it lasts until the next low moment lol

Do you wish you were happier?:

No, for the longest time I thought I could achieve and then maintain a certain state of happiness once I got there. And yes I've reached a happier place than where I've been previously, but I've also learned that there is no “happiness” goal. Other than where you feel comfortable. Happiness is what you make it and you need the low times to have and truly appreciate the good times. You need the full range of emotions to get the full range of appreciating life, I'll take what I can get and I'll focus on what I choose to. I usually choose to focus on the good stuff, the good stuff is what I want to remember : )

Is being happy overrated?:

not at all

Can music make you happy?:

music is what makes me happy :heart:


How many times have you had your heart broken?:

millions of times until I finally decided that I'd had enough, now I'm single HOORAAAY!!!!!!

Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?:

still do, I'd die for my friends and family in a heartbeat

Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ''I love you''?:

like boyfriends? Or are they friends too? lol


Do you actually hate anyone?:

I once thought I did, but it took a lot of energy maintaining that rage towards her. She's still probably my least favourite person in the world, but definitely not worth my energy!

Have you ever been on a hit list?:


Are you a mean bully?:

I think I used to be...I try not to be now lol


Is your self-esteem extremely low?:

it fluctuates hahaha

Do you think you're good looking?:

not at all! But that's okay, I have other assets...maybe hahaha

Do you wish you could be someone else?:



What is your current hair colour?:
dark brown on the left side, purple on the right : D

Current piercings?:

5 on the ears

Have any tattoos?:

I've had 3 done so far

Straight hair or curly?:
very straight


What shirt are you wearing?:

my Pokemon shirt that I sleep in! : D



not in the bed GOSH


Hugged someone?


Been on the phone until the sun came up?:

nawh, not a phone talker

Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?:
I think I've been close lol

Laughed so hard you cried?:

ALL THE TIME I love to laugh : D

Got in a fight with someone?:

not physically hahaha


Person you talked to in person?:

two friends last night (this morning?) at 2am before I walked home

Person you talked to online?:


Person you hugged?:

one of the two friends I was hanging out with last night!


Do you like surveys?:

depends what they're surveying!

Do you get along with your parents?:

most of the time, but Mom and I tend to butt heads a lot haha

Do you have mental breakdowns?:

I try not to? :P


Current mood:

sleepy, a little bit sick..are those moods? Haha. My stomach is also grumbling up a storm, better hurry up and finish this!

Current music:

nothing at the moment, just Agents of Shield dialogue haha

Current hair style:

left half of my hair dark brown, the right side purple! And straight across bangs. It's a little messy 'cause I just woke up

Current windows open:

Pinterest and Deviantart


Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?:


Did you ever run away from home?:

never got past making a list of what I'd take. I was too scared of my mom to run away haha, she'd be piiiissed! Plus I didn't want to make the parents worry ;D

Did you ever want to be a doctor?:


Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?:

I never wanted to but I think it'd be cool if you could do it, YAY FIRE


Do you know how to swim?:

yesss, hated swimming lessons but I guess I can swim now sooooo

Do you like roller coasters?:


Do you own a bike?:

I used to LOOOVE riding my I'm too lazy haha, should do more of that this summer!

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?:

probably not! I mean I've eaten a lot off Asian food that I didn't know what it was, but I can't really stomach bugs haha


Does hair loss run in your family at all?:

uhhh I'm not sure...I think my grandpa was balding? Wow I can't even remember my grandparents' hair haha

Does your car get good gas mileage?:

I think so, considering how old it is, DEM GAS PRICE DOE, AMIRITE

Does your family have family picnics?:

haha I wish!


Have you ever been on a plane?:

well I didn't swim to China OHOHOHO

Have you ever been to the ocean?:


Have you ever painted your nails?:



How tall are you?:

How much money do you have on you right now?:
uhhh maybe around $100 in my wallet in cash? Probably less?haha yaaay studentbudget


Last person you hung out with?:

My friends Rob and Jed – Cards Against Humanity, gooood times!

Last thing someone said to you?:
Careful walking home? Do you need a scarf? Ahaha

Last thing you said out loud?:

Hi Ellioooot!!!! (he's a cat)


What is the weather outside?:

cold :c 'cause Canada is mean :c

What radio station do you listen to?:

a Toronto one when I'm in range, which isn't often haha

What was the last restaurant you ate at?:

It was a sushi one with my parents!

What was the last thing you had to drink?:


CSS & design by harleshinn
  • Watching: Agents of Shield

Ni Hao!

Tue Oct 7, 2014, 2:40 AM

So China is beyond fantastic and I never want to go back home hahaha!

I wanted to upload pictures here to give updates however my internet connection is painfully terrible and makes me want to throw my computer out the window!!
So I'll just give a little update c:

I'm having a great time with my friends, eating delicious Chinese dishes, and learning some Mandarin! It's really hard learning another language, and I think Chinese is one of the harder ones to learn...but I am still determined!! I just really hope I don't lose what I do learn here when I get home -.-

China's National Day holiday just passed and two of my friends and I spent the week in another city called Hangzhou and also Shanghai. Hangzhou is super beautiful and traditional looking with lots of temples and such to see! Shanghai still makes me think of Toronto, but the architecture never ceases to amaze me and the buildings at night are breathtakingly beautiful!

I'm back in Suzhou now and school resumes tomorrow! I can't believe it's already been a month!

Sorry that I'm taking long to reply :D I'm a liiiittle busy haha, I hope you guys are doing well! c: :heart:


CSS & design by harleshinn

Tagged in Chinuhhhh

Tue Sep 9, 2014, 4:28 AM

tagged by :iconruedefaux:

1.) Grab the nearest book to you, turn to page 18 and read line 4.
"It's fine," I said. I just wanted to get moving. I was
[rest is: very conscious of the patrol sniffing around at the edge of Hell, and in my overactive imagination I could see them already halfway down the sides of the crater, closing in on Fi and the kids.] - The Other Side of Dawn, last book of seven in the Tomorrow Series by John Marsden, my favourite series that I just finished rereading!

2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
I just punched a wardrobe xD

3.) What was the last thing you watched on TV?
I don't knowwww, it's in Chinese and I can't understand ittt ToT

4.) Without looking, guess what time it is.

5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
7:16 wow I'm impressed xD

6.) With the exception of your computer, what can you hear?
the fan in my room and people playing basketball outside, and random shouts!

7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
About 2 hours ago I went to meet up with a friend and we went for dinner - dumplings! : D

8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Uhhh...Kayla's survey :P

9.) What are you wearing?
A black and grey dress I just bought in Chinaland : D

10.) Did you dream last night?
Yes ma'am, I remembered it this morning but not anymore... :c

11.) When did you last laugh?
When I was walking home from dinner and looked up and saw a cat staring at me from the top of a wall xD I took a picture :dummy:

12.) What are on the walls in the room you are in?
Nothing D: Well actually there's a weird poster plastered into the wall with a bunch of Chinese writing on it and then a couple of white guys standing around with a lion in a field...and it says "Every boy deserves an adventure" ...? otherwise just the lovely whitewashed walls of a dormitory!

13.) Seen anything weird lately? 
Uhhh yeaahhh I'm in China ;D

14.) What do you think of this quiz?
It's ... a quiz...I guess?

15.) What was the last film you saw?
I watched Maleficent, the Aristocats, and 101 Dalmations on the airplane over :D

16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
UNLIMITED PLANE TICKETS TO CHINA : D and all the milk tea I could handle! and a new laptop 'cause this one is dying on me :'(

17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know. 
I'm on the other side of the world from all my famiry and friends D:

18.) If you could change one thing about the world?
I would "refresh" its resources, do something to heal it

19.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

20.) Would you ever consider living abroad? 
It might be a little late to consider not I am currently living abroad :la:

21.) What do you want God to say when you reach the Heavens gates?
"You're alright kid" and then pats me on the back as I head on in

22.) Tag eight (or more, or less, how many you feel like)

CSS & design by harleshinn

-dusts off cobwebs-

Thu Aug 7, 2014, 5:30 PM

Well hi there!

Been awhile :D

Life is just too busy...but I wanted to share some life updates for anyone who will bother to read this :dummy: :D

First of all, I want to say that my darling baby cat that I love more than life itself, has just been diagnosed with diabetes :'( it was quite some news to get, especially considering the costs of both time and money that myself and my family will have to commit to (mom has made it quite clear she is not happy that I'm choosing to spend all this money on "a cat" but he is so special to me that I really don't have much of a choice haha), but it seems it is most definitely doable! We started his insulin shots today and he took it super well because he's awesome like that! I really hope we're able to get him healthy again! <3
Silly kitty by Sutefu-KasaichiPoor Skratch :c

and shoutout to :iconnaida4: for all your awesome help!! And this surprise subscription!! :heart: you're the best! :dummy:

And 'cause I can put images in my journal, here's super cute pictures of my Skratchy that Sula made me : D
Happy Birthday by naida4Skratccch by naida4

The other news i want to share is that I'll be going to China to study for 4 and a half  months! :la::la::la:
I am sooooo excited and I'm leaving so soon I can't believe it! I may not have access to DA while I'm over there but I'm hoping I'll be able to invest in a VPN so that I will be able to (:

Just a little update!
How are you guys? Do you have any diabetic stories of encouragement? Going anywhere exciting? :heart:

(I will get to those messages Kayla I promise! ;p)

CSS & design by harleshinn…

well that's the link to the link of the store, here's the link to the actual store :D…

Super cute art on throw pillow/phone cases/t-shirts! All done by the wonderful :iconnaida4:!
Gonna try real hard to be active again c:
Miss you all! <3

Also getting rid of that super long other journal lol

  • Listening to: Fall Out Boy
  • Watching: Sula's JM
  • Drinking: Chocrate Mirk
Just three meme thingies I stole from :iconsterlingspirit: and :iconruedefaux: c:
yay procrastination...

1. Put Your itunes, windows media player, MP3player, etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag 6 people.

Are you male or female?
Reverse and Remember – Trust Company (lol so maybe I've reversed my gender and I can't remember? xD)

Describe yourself!
March out of the Darkness – Papa Roach

What do people feel when they're around you?
Crossfire – Pillar (does that mean…I'm violent?)

Describe your current relationship.
Pistols at Dawn – Kasabian [Avengers Soundtrack] (perhaps I am violent xD)

Where would you like to be now?
The End – Simple Plan (I don't want it to be the end yet –sadface-)

How do you feel about love?
In the Darkness – Dead by Sunrise

What's your life like?
Even if I Could – Papa Roach[Avengers Soundtrack]

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Welcome to the Family – Avenged Sevenfold (I would like to go home to my family c:)

Say something wise.
How Great Thou Art – Becoming the Archetype (lol how wise xD)

If someone says "is this okay?" you say...
The Only Survivor Was Miraculously Unharmed – Underoath (then they'd be like …alrighty then…)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Breaking the Habit – Linkin Park

How do you feel today?
Dying in the Sun – the Cranberries (that's not nice :()

What is your life's purpose
Find a Way – The Used (I must find a way!)

What is your motto?
Ready to Fall – Rise Against

What do you think of your parents?
Love love, Kiss kiss – Alkaline trio (ahah xD)

What do you think about very often?
Over My Head – Sum 41

What is 2 + 2?
Death Goes to Disco – Goodnight Nurse

What do you think of your best friend?
Reflection – Lea Solanga [Mulan Soundtrack] (lol are you my reflection?:o)

What do you think of the person you like?
They're Coming For Me – Madina Lake (aw how nice c: )

What is your life story?
Weight of the World - Evanescence

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Making Christmas – Danny Elfman [Nightmare Before Christmas Soundtrack] (yes I totally want to be making Christmas when I'm older!  : D )

What will you dance to at your wedding?
A Modern Myth – 30 Seconds to Mars

What will they play at your funeral?
Savin' Me – Nickelback (lol a little late then I'd think…)

What is your hobby/interest?
Firefight – Jimmy Eat World

What is your biggest fear?
Calling You – Blue October (DON'T MAKE ME DO IT)

What is your biggest secret?
Evil Angel – Breaking Benjamin (mwuhaha!)

What do you think of your friends?
F-f-f-Falling – the Rasmus

What will you post this as?
Don't Dink and Drance – The Devil Wears Prada (lol)

And another one…

In the following situations how would you react when someone tells you the following?

You're such a wuss.
- no I'm not 3:<

Ha! But I'm smarter than you!
- probably!

Your crush has a crush on me
- that's nice dear

I didn't know you were so dumb when it comes to math
- I know… I'm an Asian fail OTL

Hurry up would you?
- SOOORRR-YYY You hurry up!

You're so snobbish
- heh? –looks at you weird-

Wanna settle this outside?

You afraid of me?
- nawh :)

He/she loves me more!
- Gooooooood for you : )

You have bad grades
- Well that's what I get for bad study habits :dummy:

What if your crush told you...

I have a crush on you
- no you don't

I don't love you.
That's fantastic

I think I love you already
- Thanks Ted, you gonna steal me a blue French horn too?

Can I copy your answers?
- Haha if you can decipher my atrocious writing BE MY GUEST

I think I have a crush on your friend
- Cool beans (then I'd hate myself for saying "cool beans")

Can I sit next to you?
- Go FOR it (lol :P)

Would you like to dance with me?
- PAHA no.

I think you have a crush on me
- and what makes you think that? xD

you have a cute smile
- Aw shucks c:

Why are you so nice to me?
-I try to be nice to everybody, even if they're not nice to me.

What's your reaction if your parents told you...

Go home before it gets dark
- but I like the daaaaaark

Look at your sibling, he/she is so good at school
- I know I envy her study habits!

Go to bed early
- Yes ma'am! Sleeeeeeeep :3

Clean the house, wash the dishes, water the plants

Study hard ok?
- yeah pff, okay, we'll see about that

When I was your age I only had 1 peso as lunch money
- Wow Mom I thought you were Chinese but okay use money we don't use in Canada ya weirdo. And I don't buy lunch derrr

Why can't you be more like him
- him who?! O.o

When I say no... I MEAN NO!
- I know that mom geez STOP YELLING AT ME

And now the one from San!

[ ] You watch anime.
[ ] You read manga.
[ ] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[ ] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[ ] You have cosplayed.
[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[ ] You have created/joined a fan club for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hate club for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[/] You enjoy drawing anime. (It was a good starting point to draw people c:)
[ ] People you know know you as the 'anime'/ 'manga' person.

[x] You like art.
[/] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[/] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you. (just don't want the cheap stuff that doesn't work)
[ ] You have a favourite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[ ] People actually ask for your drawings. (pff no one wants my drawings xD)
[ ] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or 'pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[ ] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[ ] You have a favourite artist.
[/] Your drawings have been framed.
[/] You carry a sketchbook clipboard with you everywhere you go. (like to places I'll be for awhile, but not to and from class lol)

[x] You play a musical instrument.
[x] You play more than one instrument.
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[x] You've given your instrument a name.
[x] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[/] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[x] You have a favourite composer. (Chopin  :D)
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music. (I wish :( )
[x] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favourite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc…
[/] You have considered a professional career with your instrument. (I freakin' wish)
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.
[ ] You've used the phrase "One time at band camp" and actually had a story to tell

[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[/] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[ ] You have songs from your favourite video games on your MP3.
[/] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[/] Your gaming system is in your room. (my handheld one yes)
[ ] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[x] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[ ] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces; [YAY!] xD xP D: >.> and etc.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[ ] You spend time in online forums.
[ ] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[ ] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[ ] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[/] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[ ] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online
[/] You can type really, really fast.

NERD POINTS: Musical Nerd !
  • Listening to: I
  • Reading: Don't
  • Watching: Understand
  • Playing: What
  • Eating: Your
  • Drinking: Problem is.
Tomorrow I leave home for university. I try not to think about it too much, not being one to like change. Everyone asks me if I'm excited so I say yes so that they'll drop the subject and also to try to make me believe that I'm excited for it. In a way I guess I am, I'll be learning about stuff again, interesting stuff :) But of course I have a hard time coping with change, ah well, there's no point in worrying, it changes nothing. Just give it your best shot, and I plan to.

So not that I'm actually active much anyway, but if I do end up disappearing it will be because I'm busy adjusting to a new life. Wish me luck!

Good luck to those who are also leaving for/going to school, I hope you have an awesome time :3
Well now I'm legal :D
hehe 0= D

Just wanted to say thanks to Spirit :iconsterlingspirit: for this super cute b-day gift :3 Derp, Derp and AWAAAYYY by SterlingSpirit and thanks Steffles for the bday wish <3 :iconomgwtfsteph:


happy bday by naida4naida4

Devious Journal Entry

Sat Feb 11, 2012, 7:17 PM

1. For each of the 10 first people answering this journal, I will put their avatar and the three deviations I like most from their gallery on the list!

2. If you answer, you have to do the same in your journal,(Unless you've already done it) putting the tagger on the first place. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone.

1) :iconlonewolf-7819:
:bulletred: What is this I don't even... by LoneWolf-7819:bulletred: ...I HatE AlL OF YoU... by LoneWolf-7819:bulletred: JULIAAAAA by LoneWolf-7819

:bulletred: Oil Painting 1 by mangawolf13:bulletred: Lupus: A New CHaracter by mangawolf13:bulletred: Lake Sunset coloured by mangawolf13

CSS & design by harleshinn
  • Watching: Brother Bear

Shtolen from :iconwhitelupine:

[ ] You carry a mirror eveywhere.
[ ] You carry beauty supplies everywhere.
[ ] You put others down.
[ ] You flaunt or brag about yourself.
[ ] The only topic that interests you is you.
[ ] You don't listen to other's problems.
[ ] You wear booty shorts.
[x] You wear makeup.  
[ ] You enjoy attention.
[ ] You like to do things YOUR way and YOUR way only.

[X] You feel negative about your body image.
[ ] You don't have a lot of money.
[ ] You don't have good grades.
[ ] You're insecure.
[ ] Your living conditions aren't the best.
[ ] You cry a lot.
[ ] You are bullied.
[ ] You've never been in a real relationship or have been in a bad one.
[x] You don't attract all the guys.
[x] You think everyone else has better things. (I'm not jealous though, I like my old school stuff : D)

[ ] You eat a lot.
[ ] You always get more that what you need.
[ ] You always have snacks around your house.
[ ] You drink a lot.
[ ] You always have a granola bar or something in your purse.
[x] You hide food.
[ ] You binge-eat.
[ ] You are normally warm.
[x] You can crack a lot of your bones
[ ] You often say, "I'm starving..."

[ ] You are very sexually active.
[ ] You have had three or more boyfriends.
[ ] You wear matching bras and underwear.
[ ] You wear a lot of makeup. Eye Make-Up.
[ ] You have fetishes.
[ ] You have looked up porn.
[ ] You are a fan of yaoi/yuri.
[ ] You are not a virgin.
[ ] You have '"fantasized".

[ ] You have not had a real relationship.
[ ] You go to anger management classes/used to. ( I sohuld :D)
[ ] You have to take special pills.
[x] You are aggressive.
[x] You hate someone.
[x] You have hurt someone - physically or mentally.
[x] You back-talk people.
[x] You have gotten detention before.
[x] You get into fights - verbal or physical.
[/] You are strong.  (It's all relativre ;P[OMG I CAN"T TYPE GRARG])
TOTAL: 6.5

[ ] You are wealthy.
[ ] You often buy things.
[x] You WANT instead of NEED.(When it comes to the Disney store...tehe : D)
[x] You have expensive things.
[ ] You put yourself before others.
[ ] You can tend to be a little rude.
[ ] You don't try to save money.
[ ] You own more than two cars.
[ ] You own more than two credit cards.
[ ] You always have to look the best.

[ ] You don't do gym in school/ don't try in gym.
[ ] You don't have the best grades.
[x] You procrastinate.
[ ] You go to bed at ten p.m. and sleep until 12 a.m.
[ ] You often take naps.
[x] You fall asleep in classes.
[x] You're often called lazy.
[x] You don't participate in class.
[x] You do the minimum amount of work.
[x] You seldom go to church.

Close one! aaaaaand Wrath wins by .5! :iconangry-plz:

Also, stolen from :iconruedefaux:

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ x] I have a tattoo.
[  ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x ]I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[  ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (maybe to fix my broken nose xD)
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I've Got one Scar

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.(I don't swear :dummy: )
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[/] I want to have kids someday. (maybe is right :D)
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[ ] Have a spoilt sibling (kind of...3:<)

[ ] I'm in school.
[x ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] Do Home Schooling

[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[  ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ x] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public
[x] fell down on my face

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ x]I've gotten stitches/staples. (like because of a surgery, stitching for wisdom teeth or inside my knee...)
[ x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ x] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.(I shuld get frequent flyer points xD)
[ x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.( I wouldn't say serious)
[x] I've had chicken pox. (twice!)

[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.(:dummy:)
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've been out of my home country.
[ ] I've Been in Thailand
[ ] I've been in Phillipines

[ x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x]I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas
[ x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x ] I've been snowboarding.

[x ] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[x ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x ] I miss someone right now. :rose: Gramps
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x ] I've kept something from a past relationship.(My Jack and Sally dolls ain't going NO where!)
[x] Kissed a guy

[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger. (some drunk guy randomly hugged me once and was like "We've known each other since grade 2!!!" I was like" uhhh noo...-shoves-"
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ x] I've cheated on a test (lol :D )
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

[x ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.  

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying. (I'm afraid of being nothing)
[ ] I hate funerals. (The funeral for my grandpa was actually not bad, it was truly a celebration of his life! Howevr for my mom's was in both Chinese and in English took FOREVERRR)
[x ] I've seen someone dying. :heart:Grandpa
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I cut myself

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie. (EWWWWW)
[ ] I love Gamers magazines
[ ] buy the newspaper everyday

[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs. (I don't liketo)
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.(not at all! :dummy:)
[] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.(
[x ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. (lol one time...)
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[/] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ / ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[/] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ /] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

CSS & design by harleshinn
  • Watching: Mr. and Mrs. Smith

Be Aware

Mon Jan 9, 2012, 5:24 PM

Signs of Stroke:

when a person suddenly becomes out of balance or staggering for a few moments and turns out to be okay after a second....

ask them three things, from the first 3 letters of "stroke"

:bulletred:S- ask for them to SMILE
:bulletyellow:T- ask them to TALK or say a whole sentence without a flaw
:bulletgreen:R- make them RAISE both of their arms straight up

if they fail any or at least 1 of these tests, they are about to have stroke...bring them immediately to the hospital and you can still save them within 3 hours...

and another test....

ask them to stick out their tongue, if the tongue is on one side (NOT straight or in the middle of the mouth) therefore they are about to have stroke....


Got this from… :iconlonewolf-7819:
It's just good to be aware!!

CSS & design by harleshinn
  • Listening to: Danger Days
  • Eating: Chocolate orange mmmm

LOOKIELOOKIE A JOURNAL SKIN!!!!! WHYYYYYYYY?!!? 'CAUSE THE AWESOMETASTIC SULA GAVE ME 3 MONTHS PREMIUM!!!!!! :heart::heart::heart: ISN'T SHE JUST THE MOST AMAZING EVER?!?!?!?! THANK YOUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:


Now what kinda stuff can I do : D :giggle:

CSS & design by harleshinn
  • Listening to: Christmas Music
  • Reading: LALALALA
  • Watching: LAL AL AL ALA
  • Playing: LA LA LA LA
  • Eating: Nutella
  • Drinking: LAAAAAAA
My dad forwarded me this in an e-mail and I just thought it was really cool, even if no one reads this :D And even if half the people who read this aren't even Canadian xD WOOOOOO CANADA!!!!!!!!

"In France, at a fairly large conference, Prime Minister Steven Harper was asked by a French cabinet minister if Canadian involvement in Afghanistan was just an example of "empire building".
Mr Harper answered by saying, "Over the years, Canada has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders.  The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return."
You could have heard a pin drop.

A Canadian Admiral was attending a naval conference that included Admirals from the Canadian, US, English, Australian and French Navies.
At a cocktail reception, he found himself standing with a large group of officers that included personnel from most of those countries.  Everyone was chatting away in English as they sipped their drinks but a French Admiral suddenly complained that, whereas Europeans learn many languages, North Americans generally learn only English.  He then asked, "Why is it that we always have to speak English in these conferences rather than speaking French?"
Without hesitating, the Canadian Admiral replied, "Maybe it's because the Brits, Canadians, Aussies and Americans arranged it so you wouldn't have to speak German."
You could have heard a pin drop.

When Robert Whiting, an elderly Canadian gentleman of 83, arrived in Paris by plane he took a few minutes to locate his passport in his carry on at French Customs.
"You have been to France before, monsieur?" the customs officer asked sarcastically.
Mr. Whiting admitted that he had been to France previously.
The official replied, "Then you should know enough to have your passport ready. The Canadian said, "The last time I was here, I didn't have to show it.''Impossible, Monsieur.  Canadians always have to show passports on arrival in France !"
The Canadian senior gave the Frenchman a long hard look. Then  he quietly explained, "Well, when I came ashore on D-Day in 1944 to help liberate this country, I couldn't find a single Frenchmen to show a passport to."
You could have heard a pin drop.

Canadians are Cool."

Proud to be Canadian~
  • Listening to: Finger Eleven
Taken from :iconlonewolf-7819:

No backspacing
You have to tag four people.
Good luck!

What is your username?: sutefu-kasaichi

Spell it backwards: ihciasak-ufetus (<-hehe fetus)

Spell it with your elbow: sutrefuu[p-kssakichkiari  (lol my computer kept beeping at me xD)

spell it with your eyes shut: sutefu0kasaichi (lol whoops missed the dash! )

Spell it with your forehead:   78 (that was just "sutefu" I looked up to see where I was at and I wasn't even on this page xD fat forehead :D)

Spell it with your nose:w8gtvde3xr88j (agian just "sutefu" xD I blame my Asian nose ;P)

Slam your face into the keyboard:     n ( i slammed it 3 times and got spaces and n xD)

I Tag
  • Listening to: Linkin Park
  • Reading: Kerrang!
  • Eating: chocoalte
  • Drinking: Arizona green tea
So I've been really active on neopets and wokring really hard on improving my art ('cause I'm not in school at he moment) and I'm also working a lot and starting guitar lessons on top of my piano lessons and soccer ssoon! can't find a Chinese teacher though :( so anyway I know I have not been very active here and I feel bad missing out on all of you journal entries and getting really out of date on all your deviations!! I'll catch up some day I swear! In the meantime I leave you with my latest creation!…
please excuse my absence and I thank you for your patience :)
  • Listening to: Skillet
  • Watching: Shutter Island
I can't believe it! It feels like just yesterday, as I ran around during recess, I thought to myself "Wow, only four more years left until I'm going into high school!" Eight years later, in a mere couple of hours, I will be accepting my diploma for graduating highschool ! wow. It happens so fast!  You really have to stop once in awhile, or even more often then that, to look around and really take it all in, to really be able to appreciate what you've got, to just stop, smile, and realize how far you've come. I cannot believe how different I am from who I once was, I have changed immensely in so many aspects, I've accomplished so much, and I have SO much more left to accomplish! I've made some fantastic wonderful amazingly awesome new friends who I hope are here to stay. I've overcome a lot thanks to my friends, both in real life and the ones I've made on here :) you know who you are! You're all amazing and wonderful and I love you all so much:heart:
It's sad to think high school's over, four very important years in my life have ended but they have definitely shaped me and I'm ready to face university when it's time, I'm lucky 'cause I still have a year, but for those of you going straight to a post-secondary school I wish you all the best of luck and wisdom and I know you'll do great :)
This last year has been a heck of a ride, thanks :iconsarahbobaraa: for spending every freakin' waking moment of it with me ;P gonna miss you when you leave :( :hug: have some soy sauce flavoured timbits :D
Well better continue getting ready for the big night, I shall talk to you peeps lata, as a HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATE!! WOOHOO!! Let's get outta here!

Thank you :iconsnowwire: and :icontotallyawesomesteph:
  • Watching: Big Band Theory
So I had my prom on the 27th of May and it was lots of fun :) I loved my dress sosososso much it was just so perfect : D I might upload a picture of it 'cause it's just so awesome : D
the day after prom me and three of my friends went shopping and stuff and saw Kung Fu Panda 2 which I loved to death :heart: We had fun!
My birthday was the following Monday, the 30th, and although it started off not so good 'cause my dad forgot it was my birthday and I THOUGHT :iconsarahbobaraa: had forgotten (but it turned out that I just never got her happy birthday txt ;P) and I spent my two morning classes without my friends which made me sad :( but later it turned into a good day :)
Thanks :icontotallyawesomesteph: for your birthday art I loved it so much :) :heart: and :iconsnowwire: you said you will and I know you're busy I still appreciate the thought! :heart:
Then on the following Wednesday, as a birthday gift to myself, and as I am now 18 and able to get one without parental consent (though I still made sure I had parental consent :) ) I got a nice little tattoo on my forearm :D first time asked for ID WOOHOO!! I'll also upload a picture of it so you guys can see it :)
On another note I also accepted my offer of admission to my future university but I have deferred it for a year so I can work my butt off and get as much money as I can 'cause university is freaaaakin' expensive!!

and as always, I shall try my best to get through the 653 deviations/comments/journals/polls/etc in time ;P


I need 100 results at least, and I'm at 61!!
(it's for my math class)